Today I got on the scale and it read 189.6 lbs.
It doesn't even seem real right now. I wanted it and wanted it so badly and here it is and I can barely even react. To be honest I feel scared. I'm scared that I might actually lose the weight this time...then what? I know that sounds ridiculous. I guess I'm scared that I won't be able to hide behind the weight anymore. I can no longer say my weight is the reason that I'm not happy. What if it's more to it? What if I accomplish this goal and I'm not happy? Okay....I guess I'm going way too far. I need to just enjoy this moment...right here....right now.
YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES!
I DID IT! :)
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